I
just spent a few minutes looking through our Ella pictures so I could find just
the right one to post. All those
beautiful photos just made me miss her more. My sweet baby girl...
Ella
could have given classes on how to smile.
She used her whole face to smile and her whole kicking, squealing,
squirming body to show joy. My sweet
girl embodied JOY.
As
is obvious from the lack of activity here at I After E, I hit a mid-winter
slump with regard to blogging. I hope to post
more regularly and figured there’s no better way to jump back in than with a
cute picture of Ella. She is the inspiration for this blog afterall!
"Mother
is the name for God in the lips and hearts of little children.”- William Makepeace Thackeray
I
am so grateful that I was able to hear and record Ella saying my name, prefacing
each “mama” with her sweet squeals.She named me Mama, and I don't think I've ever heard a sweeter sound than that. I stood watch over her for more than eight months. She's been gone for a year now, and every day I'm counting on her to stand watch over me until we can be together again, until I can hold her in my arms again and forever be rid of the ache caused by her absence.
This blinking red nose was a gift from my sweet friend K.It was a bit cumbersome for Ella's wee face, but
I’m so glad we got this cute photo while she wore it.
However sad I am because my sweet Ella isn't here in my arms, however much I ache for missing her every day, I can't help but be thankful for every moment of the eight months, seven days and twenty minutes of her precious, beautiful, irreplacable life.
I think even Ella was overwhelmed by all the girly-girl PINK, but she made it look so good!
The boys had a day off of school on Monday, which distracted me from posting. Then Tuesday came and went. So this week’s MABOP Monday is just sort of Monday-ish. Plus, MABOP Hump Day just doesn't have the same ring to it. ;)
Ella & daddy blankie - she always slept better when she could snuggle with her blankie
One of the awesome PICU nurses took this
picture of sweet Ella for us. We were at Mass on a Sunday when we received it via
text. It was so nice and reassuring to see our wee girl taking a snooze with her beloved daddy
blankie :)