tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3668264825522308366.post8247374153333022452..comments2014-01-01T10:51:38.009-05:00Comments on I after E: DerailedBridgethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17309126725316811313noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3668264825522308366.post-81074310163992998212012-10-01T20:54:35.298-04:002012-10-01T20:54:35.298-04:00Bridget,
Having walked a similar yet slightly diff...Bridget,<br />Having walked a similar yet slightly different journey recently I can PROMISE you this is only temporary.<br /><br />I was so angry, and completely devastated when my father died. I struggled with my belief and more so my unbelief. Every time another person in my life moved on to heaven, including sweet Ella, I was tossed back into the stormy water that threatened to drown me. <br /><br />I had trust issues with God. It was pointed out to me lovingly but firmly and I had work to do.<br /><br />Please grant yourself the grace He gives everyday. Your faith is stronger than you realize right now. I know it is so cliche but time will help heal. You will never forget or stop missing her but the smiles and the laughter at her amazing awesomeness will come easier.<br /><br />When I didn't feel like praying or even looking His way, I sang. Worship songs of hope, joy, grace and love.....all the things I was not feeling. Then I would throw in a little ACDC just to feel like a rebel. ;-)<br /><br />One day at a time.<br />Much love to you,<br />Amy<br /><br />Amyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16828252699228819011noreply@blogger.com